Soundcheck

We are the only one to blame

For almost a year I didn’t listen to SpelingContest, my former band. Everytime I listen to them there’s this heavy feeling that I couldn’t shrug off. Its not that I didn’t enjoyed being with them its just that we didn’t achieved our goals and made a very expensive remembrance as J would put it. But as I listen to them last friday afternoon I was suddenly pumped up again and my heart was pounding. I was thinking if my bandmates feel the same well if i’m gonna ask them they would say yes but I have my doubts if they would do something about it. Our deep friendship with each other has its ups and downs. It’s hard to argue knowing you might say something that can make it worst both to the band and to being friends. It was also the reason why Iwas happy playing music because I was doing it with my friends. Our personal schedules made it worst, the band is always second that’s why we failed miserably finishing what we have to do again because the band was just SECOND not first to our things to do list. But no matter what had happened to us I will always treasure what we had and I still love those guys to death. Brothers till the end.

This March of 2010 i’m planning to release an EP to say thank you to those people and friends who loved and believed in our music. They have the right to have what we had too even if it would cost me again and discussions will go down the drain. I just hope they would agree to my ideas or atleast meet halfway. Oh well wish me luck.

This would be the last time i’ll open my thoughts about SpellingContest and yes I can finally say i’m moving on without bitterness.

We are Spelling Contest… Thank you GOODNIGHT!


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